To turn man into woman, woman into man—
Are thine, Inanna
— Enheduanna, Sumerian High Priestess
Queen of Heaven, hear the story of my body,
a god’s curse, struck by the arrowhead of myth, flying
serrated and true—hear me, godhead of all that is taboo.
Hear my endless appetite, like Jörmungandr I swallow
the world and come up licking my lips for more. I battle
the gods that shaped me; cast me in the sea and still
I survive. Make me and I am unmade: like the clay
that ferried your story the span of six thousand years,
I am baked in fire but not burnt, kept brittle but whole.
Upend me and I am upended: I unfold the paper doll
chain of myself and look—Glitter! Like a scar shot
through with light, dimpling me forever—your claws
carving my cavities like Prometheus on the rock. Shaped
from mud I am reed-bound, Inanna, so call on the gods,
call down the sky, because you are my war chant, Inanna.
In lieu of lyre and lute, hear me Bluetooth you satanic
rock opera, Gaga, electronica—I cut my teeth learning
how to give you kudos, how to kowtow to thee, Inanna.
You contain even the sky god, An. Hear it within your name:
In-An-Na. Swallowing up the macho yonder even as I
dwindle—shapeshift with me, siphon the cusp of myself
from my body. I worship thee, Inanna: Take me to the reeds
and bless me in the blood that waters whatever strange land
lashes together the love and war in me.